April 28th 2024 I have no idea what to do with this website so I've decided to just write my thoughts. No one will see this anyways. I've been having the itch to create, the itch to connect with people, the itch to change myself, the itch to live a different life. I often think I'm losing myself, losing friends, slowly losing touch with reality. I'm okay with not being included, the past 3 years of my life have been spent in almost total isolation. I moved to the middle of nowhere, littlerock. I have job that takes up almost all of my days. The weekends are too short. I spend most of my time loathing, trying to find hidden meaning in everyday riddles. Thinking about that embarrasing thing I did yesterday, one year ago, 10 years ago, and so on. I hope to recreate these emotions in art. I don't plan on making art to gain attention, i want to make art so I can make sense of my emotions and feelings to myself